Sunday, July 1, 2018

Not Goodbye

This is not goodbye, but it is a notice that I am now unable to write the blog for an undetermined period. The chemotherapy is more than I expected and with each treatment, there are more and more problems.

It has become very difficult for me to type, and the "chemobrain" has gotten worse. That means that I have memory and concentration issues. The docs do say that this will get better, but they do not say when.

Neuropathy has caused me not to be able to use my hands to do simple task, and my feet don’t always want to do the walking. Because neuropathy is a nerve issue, opinions about any recovery are mixed. I am hoping I will get back to more normal at some point in time. Hey, being able to button my pants is important to me. I might add it’s important to some other people too.

There are more and more reasons not to write for awhile, but mostly because I am making less and less sense to me. Not, that I ever made sense to me.

So for awhile there may or may not be a new post, depending upon what the chemicals are doing to me at any time.  Does that sound like a possible maybe or what?

Keep checking back - I’m just stubborn enough to get through this.

PMO
©2018

1 comment:

Christian West said...

I will miss your tart, bright, funny, writing. I comment a lot, but can't get them to you. So if your are reading this - I am amazed. Hang in there. God has a plan.